Friday, October 18, 2013

THE RIVER OF MY LIFE.

 It has  the start that is much easier to get in, but when you are so near inside you look back just to measure how far are you, and if its better to continue crossing it or you rather go back because of its deepness! never the the less its just about do it or not by just deciding.


In my life from being a small kid, i think i was brave enough and my family believed in me especially my grandmother.But as i grew up i met challenges that changed me a lot,from 1998 the time my grandmother passed away, it made a huge difference in my life, because
i was not used in my biological parents as they were staying here in Cape town, we were in Eastern Cape by that time.So as we are five children and i am the last born we had to split,others came here in Cape town to stay with my father and me and my brother we went to stay with my grandmother's sister where life started to be sour.In 2000 we also came here in Cape town to stay with my father although things didn't go the way we thought,we find our father staying with another woman who became our step mother and we didn't had a choice we had to accept her and love her for the sake of our father,but one thing that tormented us is that, the respect and love that we gave her she never return it back, instead she treated us in a badly and abusing way.In 2003 we made means of investigating our biological mother and we find her, that was the day started to declare the happiness and peace in ourselves.


So as we were in high hopes by the time we find our mother, we were saying NO MORE SUFFERING, guess what we seemed like we were dreaming for all the time we were picturing ourselves with her, because she never show  the love we needed from the the day we meet her,but life moved on and now we are no longer focusing on that, we are just working on what can rebuild us or bring back the unity  to the whole family not on one side family and there no grudges, we are looking forward for happy moments we also believe that TIME is the best HEALER because those hardships made us strong today


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