Friday, October 18, 2013

My life

My name is Debora Cazi. I`m from Riversdale, I`m 19 years old and i`m a very friendly person ,but if  you get me on my wrong side,I get angry very quickly...Something very strange happened to me  Thursday morning, the 18th of October,and I just want to tell what happened.

Some of the students of  13Bravo who chose office administration in their skill phase went to class that spesific morning.We played an activity and the activity was about they give you a picture and then out of that picture you must create a story.When it came to me to add a sentence about that picture,my face and my whole body just got hot.I suddenly forgot what I wanted to say and one of the ladies of Rlabs asked if I want to go drink water, so I went and go drink water.....I really didn`t know what happened to me.Something like that never happened to me before.After that I realised that I`m a really shy person and I don`t like to participate in something and I don`t like to do something in front of a lot of people.I decided that i can`t go so on anymore and i realised that i don`t want to be that person anymore, I want to become a better person, because if I`m going to stay that person I won`t come far in life.My grandmother always tell me that i must come out of that comfort zone and I didn`t listened to her and I didn`t take note of what she said,but now I  realized that she told the truth and I really want to become a better person,I want to pull up my socks and want to make a difference in my community.After class,one of my friends told me that I was busy to have a panic attact because that was some of the signs of a panic attack.....I fell a bit emotional after what happened to me and I think I really need help so that I can change my life because I don`t want to stay that person.I want to achieve my goals and I want to make my family proud.

I hope i will be a better person,make myself proud,won`t be that quiet girl and won`t be just a follower.Like Couch Vermeulen told me,i need to join the party....i think his right,i must join the party and that`s a big MUST.i believe in myself that i will be a better person in the end of the day.

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